Hold Onto Dreams.. And My Tears

i am currently in the midst of change. at this very moment i'm crying for my past, my present and my impending future. i feel like i'm not strong enough to do this on my own. although i know i have my closest friends and my dad tells me i'm doing the right thing for me.. i can't help but feel like i'm dying.

a piece of me is dying.

i can't help but wonder why i'm making this choice; is it for the right reason? are my doubts real or are they just because i'm scared? and although my heart is breaking, my head is not changing it's mind.

this song, i think, is what i want my anthem to be. even though it brings me to tears, it gives me a sense peace with what i'm about to do...

It's my hope
It's my fear
It's my dream
All my tears
It's the start
It's an end
Let us start again
Start again

It's my hope
It's my fear
It's my dream
All my tears
It's the start
It's an end
Let us start again
Start again

Feelings that I don't know
Mornings when I can't go
Like I've lost my way again
Then I stumble as I rise
If you look into my eyes
There's a chance that you will get In

It's my hope
It's my fear
It's my dream
All my tears
It's the start
It's an end
Let us start again
Start again

The reason is a guess
The place that is left
Visions not just what I see
The world is on my side
The reason left to hide
The moments that it make me
Hold onto dreams
And my tears
It's the starting
Then I start again
I start again

It's my hope
It's my fear
It's my dream
All my tears
It's the start
It's an end
Let us start again
Start again

It's my hope
It's my fear
It's my dream
All my tears
It's the start
It's an end
Let us start again
Start again

It's my hope