one thinks, "i can overcome obstacles in front of me. i can be the bigger person. do what's right". This is what i know i should do but each time i'm tested, the thoughts in my head are blatantly evident on my face. the struggle between my two halves overwhelms me and i do nothing. i do nothing because causing a scene or an awkward moment isn't something that i like to do so i avoid it as much as possible. which is wrong. i should do something about the situation so i can prevent it from happening over and over. each time it gets harder and soon, i'm afraid, if i don't stop going..i'll drown. when you drown, you can't ever get your life back.
this isn't something that i want. and maybe at the same time, it is. but it's definitely not the person i am or want to be...
how do i do what's right without making too much of a splash?
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